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Promises

i made a promise

when the first snow
started to fall,
That I am going to tell you
how i feel about you
the moment snow starts
to fall
the same way i fell for you
Slowly and then all at once.

Ever since that moment
it hasn't snowed
not even at all
not even a little bit

Now I am thinking that maybe
The reason there is no snow falling
is because
you should never
find out how i feel
and you should never see
how vulnerable i could be
when there are 2-3 words
that should we spoken

Maybe fate brought us together for a reason
Maybe we have a lot to learn
from each other
Maybe both of us have to grow
and we have to accept
who we are

I am afraid of us.
and that we don't have a future together.
and that i have feelings for you
and that i might accept
any bullshit you might pull
on me.

Fuck!

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